xxxtentacion抖音很火的歌叫jocelyn flores。

XXX新专辑17发出来之后这首歌马上就火了，蝉联了好几天的Genius Top 3，歌曲内容讲的大概就是他的一个女性朋友Jocelyn Flores死了之后，XXX一些感受。非常的deep，特别的sad。这个SimpsonWave的AMV就非常能表达这首歌的感受了。

去网易云音乐搜索一下这首歌，一万八千多的评论，似乎是被抑郁症患者捧上了神坛。播放这首歌的时候，我脑子里闪回的是10年前，那些在51主页上放各种割腕流血的黑灰色闪图，那会儿这些非主流的姑娘们极尽忧郁和堕落风，仿佛对人世间的烟火不闻不问，可到了晚上她们画上去夜店的浓妆让我感觉到了欺骗，10年过去了，抑郁症患者的环境依然没有改变，反而因为这些伪装成抑郁症患者的装X青年变得更加恶劣。

I know you so well so well

I mean I can do anything that he can

I've been pretty

I know you're somewhere somewhere

I've been trapped in my mind girl just holding on

I don't wanna pretend there's something we're nothing

I've been stuck thinking 'bout her I can't hold back

I'm in pain wanna put 10 shots in my brain

I've been tripped by some things I can't change

Suicidal same time I maintain fuck this thing

Get a phone call

Girl that you fuck with killed herself

How is it someone when nobody help

And ever since then man I hate myself

Wanna fucking end it

Pessimistic